insomatic thoughts

I would like to dedicate this post to God.

God, Thank you father for this wonderful day. Thank you for these 18 years of life you have given to me, even though i know well i dont deserve them. I don’t where would i be with out you God, Would i be celebrating my birthday at a club like the past years? Thank you for the minutes, seconds, and every single hour of my life. Thank you because im alive and breathing! Thank you for the little and big milestones that have happened in my life. I smile with delight. Your little girl is all grown up now. And I know that you are happy for me. Why are the tears falling down my face, blurring my eyes? Perhaps it’s because I just know that there is so much love and gratitude within and all around me. I thank you for this precious, very precious gift. Thank you father because regardless of the hardships and trails, I am here today Giving you all the glory and honor.
God, thank you for all the small miracles that comprised the bigger miracle in my life. The miracle of finding, knowing and loving myself. I was lost but now I am found. Your love was unfailing, unchanging. It was steadfast…a solid bright light that got me through the dark times. How I have basked in that pure light of love; received comfort when my heart was pierced with pain. I see that the miracle of love is the greatest gift of all.
My God, I pray that I may never go back to world & that I may walk with you Forever & ever!
I wouldnt give this up for anything!!

THANK YOU DADDY,
LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER